I'm learning a lot about you within such a short amount of time. I love everything about you. You've been amazing and actually help with everything I need help with. Alex Lowell I love you with all my heart. Never end up leaving? <3
You're my love. I never want that to change. I want us to be together as long as possible. You've always managed to make me smile. I can't wait for all the distance and wait to disappear, you are the most amazing person in my life and that will never change.
You have me and caught me in your pokeball <3
I love you Alex..
Now hurry your cute butt up to Columbus.. <3

Alex.. You have no idea how much of a difference you have made in my life. You were there for me before you became my boyfriend. You stayed up late at night to skype with me. You have no idea how much of a difference that is.. I get so lonely and you're always there for me! <3 I can't wait to actually see you in person.. It'll be worth the wait.
Ich Liebe Dich sweetie :3
LIKE IT OR ELSE I'M CUDDLING YOU TO DEATH <3

Yes this is actually how I draw. Clipped by yours personally!

Shes beautiful, She talks like shes a rockstar and walks like she has the world inside her pocket, giving us all the shy stare and laughing as we fall over our feet.

Haha, Anyone notice a pattern in my music choices? XDDD
I have weird music yes.
I've been up since 5:04 AM.
I have a allergic reaction to something. DX

Christopher, This set was made for you for various reasons that you know..
 
I do love you. I am attached to you more than anything in my life, Im not going to leave because I dont want to despite everything despite my hating your whole Gamer Ego. I hate that you want me to go so bad. I dont want to and I never plan to. I have worked hard for our relationship... And I'm not willing to throw everything away just because I made a mistake. I dont want to do that and I do not plan to do that in any way.. I dont think you believe me as I type this.. But please do? I was sick today because I was scared of losing you, I was scared of being tossed away like laudry to the washer. I love you with all my heart, I'm confused as Hell.. I want to throw myself off a cliff and free fall until I hit the bottom with a thud. I'm not ready to let you go. I will never be. If I see anyone else with you I dont know what I would do. I think I would honestly threaten the girl and try to put fear into her being to scare her away from my precious love whom I will never stop loving. I have always loved you since I met you, I was scared to say and I found it out when I was on vacation, I was homesick, I missed you... I wanted to go home so bad to spend time with you.. You were my sanctuary in words, My dream, My life and so much more.. I dont know how to express myself further.. Other than.. I do honestly love you with every atom in my body (Atoms are in our bodies right?..Fail.) Everyday of my life I look forward to speaking to you.. I LOVE YOU.. Can't you understand that? Can you feel what I am saying as I am about to start crying my eyes out.. I didnt feel right today because I was confused and worried, Scared.. I was upset and almost caused myself to puke thanks to my upset-ness in my head.
I love you.. And I never ever ever want to see you with anyone else, Or leave.. I want to be with you for all my life. Remember? Forever and Always?
Yeah I remember that.. I meant that..
I love you...
Sincerly,
Amber Renea

Har har.
Yes I realize I'm being weird by posting this :DDDD
Plan to be on more.

Its odd how beauty was always infront of me, Childness was always trying to seek, When I had the key all along..

If i could be a child again.
I would not take my happiness in vain.
I will not take this time,
To diddle dwaddle around,
If time could stand still-
I would be a child-
Happiness would not be wasted-
I would not take it in Vain-

Confession.
Its true, I do know this beautiful Blonde whom was so sweet, So caring and somewhat ignorant of her own power. Shes now dating a Drug addict, A life ruiner and a man who wants in her pants. Only to leave her broken and battered. Her name probably will show up on day in the papers, Either dead, Raped or Drug overdose. I know the Druggie like hes one of my old notebooks. That guy is going to ruin her in one single stride, Take everything she had and throw it away. Shes giving away her beautiful childhood, When she needs it.. I'm not going to be there for her, Since she hates me and I dislike her for ruining a childhood, which i never had and ruining her innocence and purity. Shes only at least 11-12.. And I know shes giving everything up just to have it thrown away..